Thursday, August 12, 2010

to my home boi

keep dat head up
we will win
salut
john
it.takes.a.big.man.to.admit.his.mistake

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

why?

why was there a dude running at 4:35 am?
why do we have grow up?
why does it seem like it will never work?
why do i love this song so much?
why does my constantly itch?
why cant i rap?
why am i flying into las vegas?
why am i such a dork?
why does my belly rumble at late or rather early early morning hours?
why cant i rock out on the piano?
why is brotherluther on facebook right now?
why are we all so weak?
why am i up?
well there one thing to remember
there is one purpose of the Father
to help us succeed in this life and when the
"why"s
of life arise
we need not worry but trust in the great purpose of life
our weaknesses will indeed be strengthened
gNite
salut
john
chris.brown.i.love.you.forever


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

parfait..

have you ever selected the "all songs" option on your ipod
and set it to random
well...i have about 5 thousand songs on my ipod
her name is Debusie
anyhow...
it was just one of those days
where she randomly selected song after song after song
perfect songs may i add
i began to wonder and ask myself what it was exactly that i had done right
hmmmmmmm
i didnt find anything special or of that nature
soooo
i guess it was just one of those days
parfait
salut
john
i.thought.about.all.of.yal.while.Debusie.rocked.my.day

Monday, August 9, 2010

tat tat tat tat it up...

you see that huge shadow on the trunk of the tree
i believe thats my phone
the shadow of life
soo anyhow
took a lil trip up to the temple this evening
very relaxing and uplifting
as i sat there on one of the benches reading
i couldnt help but observe all the visitors
tons of families
but you know what
i saw a ton of..what i believe..or want to believe..
"non-members"
tats
piercings
etc.
and i said to myself..wow..
"there are more non-members here than there are members"
a bit stretched from the truth
yet...it was interesting to see that
oh how marvelous beauty
House of the Lord
salut
john
why.would.you.read.my.journal

yah dah hunnnnnnn


before
after
pink and blue
i broke down at the outdoor mall here in provo
so..
i had to kill some time before brant could come to the rescue
bathandbodyworks
free lotion
some kids toy store
2 kazoos
yepppppp
oh and then home boi
i was hoping that he would give me a free bow tie for some reason but it never happened
50 bones
for real
mahnnnnnnn
salut
john
we'll.strengthen.the.weak

Saturday, August 7, 2010

three amigos

is it
tres
cuz tres in french means much or very
tres is spanish as well,, right?
ohhh why do i even try
tonight we met a peruvian lady at the grocery store and i sure felt ashamed
i always do..i dont get it...on the mish, it was completely different but here..different story
hmmm
anyhow...tonight we rode around the scooter
the three amigos
soooo good
then some mahn meat
hmmmm mmm
hollr
salut
john
isnt.a.soccer.match.a.casual.setting

Friday, August 6, 2010

the heart of life....

79 cents
are you serious!?
why would i ever go else where
broski dates
i like this idea
i wonder what my wife will think
i mean...gracie is down for it...i think, right?
maybe i will just have to marry someone like her
i love her
i love lia
i love lex
i love ma'
i loved frozen yogurt today
salut
john
my.skin.is.peeling.off.literally

Thursday, August 5, 2010

but i know the height of life is good...









































NOTHING
you know that feeling of nakedness
when you take off and realize that your lifeline with the world aka your phone
was forgotten at home
eshhhhhh
and then to top it all off that feeling when you finally get home and find
NOTHING
no text
no email
no chat
no missed call
no voicemail
no facebook notification
nope
NOTHING
people all around the world sadly receive mis-fortunate notices through their phones that change the rest of their lives
i guess im lucky
yah thats what i'll call it
LUCK
making LUCK outa NOTHING which is definitely SOMETHING
salut
john
just.get.lost.in.it.al

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

i can see clearly...

playing around these is a childhood past memory, right gracie..
how ironic..im driving to work and i see a direcTV work van
salutsalut
the lamp/light post that guides me home
poor thing..no one ever bothers to follow her safety signal..maybe because she is lopsided
id like to live here maybe with my future wife..im sure she'd like it
i never know if these cameras are sensors that change the lights or that capture you running through it
mountain of dirt
the redlight shot..on my way
is that my nose? clearly you can tell that my journey to the work place was exciting and not to mention...an adventure!!
i was taken aback when i discovered today
that my commute to my work place is a beautiful sight to see
everything and anything
plus capturing it made it all the more fun
salut
john
give.me.reason.to.end.this.discussion

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

restons amis

i say
hello
she says
hello
my new friend came into town
she goes by two names that are interchangeable
tegansara
friends will always stick around
sometimes you cant even find words to describe the love that blossoms from our friendships
its about keeping whats true in your heart and not giving that up
it works as it will always work
i said
goodbye
she said
hello
salut
john
i.heart.friendship.bracelets

Monday, August 2, 2010

love or is it...

i found this image on the world wide web
i was thinking this evening
do i really love basketball
this evening some buddies of mine invited me to throw up the "rock"
we refer to the word basketball as the "rock" in dTX
soo..anyhow...its been almost four years since ive goten
really worked up playing bball
i hate that
i hate it with all my heart
if i really loved basketball then i wouldnt go off on a rage
errrrrrr
so do i love it or not is the question
hmmm
i do apologize to all whom have been victim to my unnecessary anger
especially those who've been victim to my violence
ears and all
i will do better
i PROMISE
love
LovE
loVe
salut
john
do.you.really.think.we.could.live.together

Sunday, August 1, 2010

remember those games...

guess who
a very popular choice
so now i leave it up to you
reward
m@m's
peanut
i had the best day
taking it easy..one step at a time
it's too bad days like this have an end
i tell adam we aint got many more summer weekends so we gotz to take advantage of the time we have left!!
ask me about it
plzzzz
salut
john
i.am.brown.and.i.am.starting.to.peel